Why is change so hard?

“The only thing constant in life is change.” — Francois de la Rochefoucauld (circa 1660-70)

I recently bought new sheets. Again. Which means I have been trying to buy sheets for years, but I can’t find any I like as much as I like my old ones. I’ll pause here and tell you that my “old ones” are OLD. (Yes, I really meant to triple emphasize this.) They are ancient. So prehistoric that I can’t read the tags on them any longer. The elastic is shot, but they are still perfect. Just old.

Old is okay. Perfectly fine, even. Not everything in my life has to be new. These sheets don’t have holes (yet, thank heavens) but I only have one set. Which means wash and dry and remake the bed all in one day. I need new sheets—or at the very least a second set—but what I really want is my old sheets to be new again.

The last sheets I bought are some astronomical thread count with ‘deep pockets’ and hotel quality this and that. They are a beautiful pale blue and will match the planned-but-not-yet-realized new décor in the room. But they pull out from under the mattress and make wrinkles in the middle. I can’t sleep on wrinkles. And all the covers seem to slide right off. Which means in the morning I’m lugging everything back on the bed so I can get it in order.

To my credit I did use them for about six months. Until one day I went to the closet and pulled out the old faithfuls. The sheets we bought in…Nope, I’m not going to tell you how old they are. Let’s just say I bought them when we got the new bed which was when we decided to turn in our waterbed for a mattress and box springs. (And don’t get me started about how much I wish we had the waterbed back!)

Yes, change is hard. Sometimes necessary and sometimes not, but usually difficult to wade through regardless.

This is what’s facing Priscilla in The Amish Rancher’s Return. She’s got the past coming back to her when Isaiah returns to Millers Creek, but the changes he brings with him are going to seriously alter her life. She needs the income from her homemade Amish dolls to keep up her strive to independence.

To be fair, these changes really aren’t Isaiah’s fault. He didn’t decide to give his father memory problems or to sell the family business because of them. He just thought that maybe it was time to visit. And he certainly isn’t to blame for Priscilla jumping ahead and marrying someone else, thinking Isaiah would never return to Pennsylvania.

Now widowed with twin girls, Priscilla still feels slighted. They were headed to the altar and Isaiah decided to go out west and play cowboy on one of the Amish-owned ranches in Montana. Having him back is bringing up all sorts of memories that she would rather forget. Especially since he is determined to mess up her very existence. The best thing to do is stay as far away from him as possible. But in a community as small as Millers Creek, that isn’t as easy as it sounds.

THE AMISH RANCHER’S RETURN releases June, 30, 2026.

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Just for you!

Lately I’ve been talking about how I’m moved to change my backlist (older books) to reflect my ‘new direction’  in Christian/clean romance. Okay, okay, so if you’ve read my past blogs, you know that it’s been some time since I knew that this was what I needed to do. Yet somehow I kept dragging my feet and not listening to He Who Lives Upstairs. Well, I’ve finally caved–funny how God gets you to do that–and I’ve starting rewriting my older, contemporary books. Two have already been completed. Those are The Trouble With Love Potions and Always Texas. In order, they are a zany rom-com and a heartwarming tale of second chances. Currently I’m working on Maybe It Was Texas which is a mix between the two, a little humorous and definitely heartwarming. You might have known it as Blame It On Texas.

Somehow in all this planning and rewriting and shuffling around, I came up with the idea to give my readers (most of whom love the Amish sub-genre more than any other books) a chance to experience my contemporary work for free. Yes, FREE! So starting next Friday (August 4, 2023) I will be posting the first chapter of  A Million to One for you to read.  This book (once upon a time All You Need Is Love) will be available a chapter at a time, one each week until we reach  the end of the book.

The hopes are of course that everyone loves the new and improved version of it so much that they are on board for reading my other contemporary titles. Might happen. Might not. But it’s a chance I’m willing to take.

I’m actually re-writing as we go–I’ll be a little ahead of you but not by much–and as of right now I would classify A Million to One as “clean.” That means no sex and no language. I will stop here and say that it might become cleaner, but there will be no shift in the language nor will any bedroom scenes on the page be added. (Side note, the characters are all married in this tale so I can’t attest to what they might do behind closed doors.)

So what is clean versus Christian? That is the question for the ages. More and more I’m seeing books that are really, really clean (no sex, no language, no alcohol or drugs) being touted as “Christian” even though there is no Christian worldview in sight. It can make it a little more difficult to find books that do have traditionally Christian characters, but that’s the trend. I’m sure I’ll be talking about this more in the future. For now know this…

I’m committed to making all of my backlist as clean as possible. I’m not opposed to social drinking or sex scenes that are implied. These could crop up in any of my stories–Marrying Jonah and Gabriel’s Bride being two of my Amish romances that have sexual relations off the page. I understand that there are those who are not okay with these aspects and if I offend, I apologize. It’s not my intent. My goal is to give you the best story I can, told in the best way I can tell it and still have a PG rating.

I hope everyone will come along with me in reading A Million to One! All you have to do is click FOLLOW in the upper righthand corner of the page, and you’ll be notified by email when a new chapter is posted. In between chapters, I will be announcing when new books are released as well as cleaned up versions of older titles are re-released. And I might just tackle the question of Christian vs clean. If not I’ll definitely be exploring that in 2024.

Until then, thanks for reading!

A New Book? No, A new look!

I won’t confess to being the best blogger, but my intentions are always good. So why am I blogging you today? Again? After not even a week? Well, I have a book that has a brand new look. But there’s more to it than that. Unfortunately for your inbox it just so happened to be taking place at the same time that A Murder of Aspic Proportions was released. (Sorry if you feel bombarded!)

Let’s go back a bit. I’ve written blogs about following God and the directions He gives and how difficult it is to 1) know that you’re doing what God wants of you, and 2) doing it if it’s not something you really have in your heart. This is that sort of tale. (I’m nothing if not stubborn.)

For years I’ve struggled with having a split in my list of books. I’m not talking mysteries and romances; I’m talking sex and no sex in my romances. See, I started my writing career in two very different directions—the Christian market and the secular market at the same time! Folks, let me tell you this is not a good idea. For years I fought and wrestled with the direction of my writing.  

But…I’ve known that I need to change things for a while now. I even tried once before. That was a failure. It wasn’t what I wanted to do. But now here I am following what God wants from me. For real this time! :)

You may have noticed that Love Potion Me, Baby and The Trouble With Millionaires are no longer for sale. They are two versions of the same story. Love Potion Me, Baby being the more risque of the two. I have taken The Trouble With Millionaires (the sweet version of the tale) and scrubbed it up a bit more and rereleased it with a brand new look.

Here’s the new cover for what once was The Trouble With Millionaires/Love Potion Me, Baby:

 

The Trouble With Love Potions will be enrolled in Kindle Unlimited, for a time at least. A paper version is also be available.

There’s no cursing or sex in the book, and I even scrubbed up the sexual tension to make it more appealing to a conservative reader. I feel so good about this book! I love the cover and I also love following what God wants. My heart is lightened.

Welcome Home, Bethie McGee and Take Me Back to Texas have also been removed from sale. This is the next tale I’m cleaning up for you. I’ll be sure to let you know when it’s ready. 

All my backlist is to be changed–new covers, new titles, and a brand spanking shiny new attitude. :) I’m so excited to be doing this.  I’m taking out all cursing–yes, even mild ones– and of course the sex is being edited out as well. Whenever possible, I’m adding the Christian worldview. This is going to take some time. But I wanted everyone to know. I wanted you to be aware of the changes in case you see one of my books you’ve never seen before and think it’s new. I will include the previous title and publication in the book’s details on each retailer’s site. But of course you are always welcome to reach out to me.

Here’s a list of the books that will be changed. They are not in the order that I plan to change them.

All You Need Is Love

Can’t Buy Me Love

Blame It On Texas

Ten Reasons Not to Date A Cop

Southern Hospitality

Southern Charm

Southern Comfort

Loving a Lawman

Healing a Heart

Brodie’s Bride

My other surprise: I’ll be  cleaning up All You Need is Love a chapter at a time right here on my blog. It’ll be a couple of weeks (or maybe three or four) before I have that ready for you, but it’s definitely in the works. I’m doing this so that those of you who have never read any of my contemporary books can get a taste of what my ‘other’ books are like. It’s going to be fun! I hope you’ll join me!

Yes, I’m still writing books about the Amish, but I’m happy to have a cohesive theme to my work. All my mysteries may not be inspirational, but they are all clean. Soon the same thing can be said about my romances!

This means the rating system is going away, but we don’t need it now! How cool is that? It’ll be available until the last book is rereleased.

Also be on the lookout for my new #.

#AKissAndAPrayer

If anyone has any questions, please let me know! I love hearing from you!

Happy Reading!

A Murder of Aspic Proportions Now Available

It’s Tuesday! And one of the best Tuesdays of the year. Why? Because A Murder of Aspic Proportions is NOW AVAILABLE!

If you haven’t been keeping up, this is Book 2 of The Sunflower Cafe Mystery Series set in (tiny though) scenic Yoder, Kansas.

Here’s a little about the book:

Twenty-something Sissy Yoder never imagined herself running her Aunt Bethel’s café, but her help is needed, so she’s making a go of it. And she must admit that life in tiny Yoder has been anything but dull–she’s already solved one homicide—after being named the prime suspect in the case!

Enjoying a peaceful respite after all that excitement, Sissy just wants to write her advice column, hang out with her loyal Yorkie, Duke, and procure some of local farmer Walt Summers’ scrumptious “To Die For” tomatoes for the Sunshine Café’s menu. But when the unsavory Summers–resented by just about everyone in town–turns up murdered in his garden shed, it’s up to Sissy to roll up her sleeves, dig for some clues, and weed out the culprit . . .

“A promising new sleuth whose lovable dog and incipient love interest combine nicely with Lillard’s trademark Amish lore.”
–Kirkus Reviews

If you didn’t have a chance to pre-order, here are the links so you can get your very own copy!

         

This is a fun series for me to write! Especially since Stacey and I spent so much time in Yoder. Even the dreaded edits bring a smile to my face with all the memories. If you’d like to know more about our  visits to Yoder, Kansas, check out Amy’s Amish Adventures and the pictures we took!

Happy Reading!

 

release day!

Just popping in to let everyone know that the follow up to Loving Jenna is available today! I’m really excited about this story since the heroine, Nadine, is just about to turn 65. Yep! A heroine with a little life behind her.

Romancing Nadine is the tenth book in the Wells Landing Series, but if you’re new to the series, don’t let that stop you. All the books are easily read out of order. They might contain spoilers, but there are no cliffhangers or continuing storylines to closely follow.

Book Birthdays are always strange days for me. I usually have regular work–writing–to do and I get up believing that I’ll go to my ‘office’ and write as usual. But every release day is the same. I find myself distracted by the little things. Posting about the release on Facebook. Making sure that all my website links are working and so forth. Checking to make sure I made the Pinterest inspiration board for the book public where everyone can see it. Just the little things. A million little things. Today is even worse as I just received the copy edits for A New Love for Charlotte (the next book in the series) and I have about two weeks to get them back to my editor. My husband is home for the week, and I’m anxiously awaiting word about two very special projects, so every time I get an email notification I grab my phone as if my life depends on it.

But if you haven’t checked out Romancing Nadine, click the cover below. It’ll take you to my web page dedicated to Romancing Nadine. It’s a fun story about second (and even third) chances at love. The links to the major retailers are at the bottom of the page.

(I was going to post them here for your convenience but wordpress has changed how the blog post are aligned and I can’t figure out how to get them here in a concise way. A million little things.)

And if you haven’t read Loving Jenna, the last time I checked (this morning…a million little things) the ebook was still 99 cents. Click the cover image for Loving Jenna and it’ll take you to my webpage, etc etc.

I hope everyone has a happy day and you find a way to enjoy all the million little things. And if you have a minute, I’d love to hear what you think about Nadine and Amos! <3

Happy reading!

Amy

Big News, Big Changes

Maybe the title should be Big News and a Few Minor Tweaks, but that just doesn’t have the same ring to it. So Big News, Big Changes it is!

First for the Big News…Most of you already know that I’m taking us back to Wells Landing! My publisher just offered on the next three books in the series! Technically it’s a spin-off, but it’s set in Wells Landing so there ya, go! But what most of you don’t know is that I just signed a three-book contract to write (drum roll, please) contemporary cozy mystery!

That’s right! I’m writing a new mystery series set in a small-town Mississippi bookstore. It centers around this unique store, but specifically around the book club that meets there each week. That’s all I can say for now, but I’m so excited for you to meet Arlo (the bookstore owner) and Chole (her best friend and business partner).

With this new contract, one thing became very clear to me. Amy Writes Romance dot com wasn’t covering my writing any longer. Now there’s no way I’m changing that. When I first started my website another Amy Lillard had already scooped up the dot com, leaving me to take the dot net or come up with something different. Amy Writes Romance popped into my head and refused to go away. So my website was born. But at the time, I had no idea I would be writing mystery. I never even dreamed of such a thing.

So how did I go from romance writer to romance and mystery writer? Well, some of it had to do with an editor’s request and some of it had to do with my agent. If you’ve read my posts you probably know that my former agent, Mary Sue Seymour, gave me the best advice of my career: “you’re a writer, write it.” At the time she was talking about me taking the chance and writing Amish fiction, but it applied here as well. I was approached about writing a mystery in a continuation series. They wanted an Amish writer to pen the book since the main suspect in that edition was Amish. Well, why not?

And a new branch of my career began. That book is Unsavory Notions (though I wanted to call it Death and Cherry Pie. Oh, well…) But one book led to another with the same publisher, this one not Amish, and from there the Sugarcreek Amish Mysteries came. Then Kappy King and now a new series. Something had to change. But not Amy Writes Romance. That would never change.

So I invite you to join my new website, www.AmyWritesMysteries.com! Yeah, yeah, I know, but it was too cute to pass up. What you’ll find there is everything to do with my mysteries, those already published and those coming up. If you want to know more about these books and all things dealing with me writing mysteries, be sure to pop over there and click the follow button under the NEWS tab. All my Amish mysteries will be here on this new site.

What you won’t find there is romance. Amy Writes Romance will be reserved for all things romance, including the news that goes out in my blog posts—like this one. If you just want to know about my romance novels, you don’t have to do a thing. You already follow this blog and will be receiving updates as I post them. All my Amish romances will be listed here.

All my books about the Amish will also be on Amy’s Amish Adventures along with all my personal “Amish adventures,” like my upcoming trip to Pennsylvania. I’ve got a few more Amish trips planned this year, including a visit to the Clarita School Auction and Choteau’s Black Buggy Days.

Now no one panic. I’ll give everyone time to adjust to the changes, I promise. But you have to promise in return not to get annoyed with double posts until everyone gets their following straight. Deal? I figure until the end of the year. Sound good to you? Don’t worry, that’s not nearly as many posts as it seems. I only have one more mystery coming out this year. So it’s all good.

I hope everyone is as excited about this new opportunity as I am. I understand that some of you only read books about the Amish and that’s just fine with me, but for those of you whose reading choices are a little broader, I hope you’ll join me in this exciting new leg of my career.

Questions? I’m only a comment or email away. Until then, Happy reading everyone!

 

Release Day!

I’m so excited to announce that Kappy King and the Puppy Kaper is now available! I’m doubly excited because this is my first Amish mystery that is not part of a publisher’s series!  And I’m thrilled to be introducing you (well, some of you) to Kishacoquillas Valley , PA. If you’ve never heard of Kish Valley, you can check out some pictures I took on my visit there. (See Amy’s PHOTOS) It may be the most beautiful Amish community I have ever visited. It’s like a postcard.

And if you have heard about the Valley, you can find out more about Kappy King and the Puppy Kaper below.

Content to be unmarried and plain-spoken, Kathryn “Kappy” King is an odd-woman-out in the Amish community of Blue Sky, Pennsylvania. But she’s skilled at making the special kapps local women need to cover their hair. And she might be the only one who can unearth the danger hiding in this peaceful valley . . .

When Kappy’s neighbor, Ruth Peachey, turns up dead in her yard, everyone in Blue Sky believes it’s a tragic accident. Until the Englisch police find the gentle dog breeder was deliberately struck down—and arrest her mentally-challenged son, Jimmy, for the crime . . .

Jimmy’s sister, Edie, returns to Blue Sky clear his name, yet no one will speak to a shunned former Amish woman, much less give her information. Determined to help, Kappy starts digging for the truth among her seemingly-innocent neighbors. But suddenly a series of suspicious “accidents” threatens Edie and the Peachey farm—property Edie is determined to protect for her brother’s future.

Now, as danger looms large in the small community, Kappy must bait a trap for a killer snapping hard at her heels. And Edie must decide whether to make a home once more in the town she thought she’d left behind . . .

 

 

               

And as always, thanks for reading!

Be sure to come back and visit. Coming soon, I’ll be giving away autographed copies of Kappy King and the Puppy Kaper. But more on that later…

Until then, spread JOY!

Is Amazon Ruining Publishing?

There’s a lot of talk in the publishing world. Most readers have no idea of the conversation. But amazon has changed the way we look at books, the way we buy them, and yes, the way we publish them.

I’ll admit the first time that I heard about e-books I thought they were going to be a flop. (I missed the Build-A-Bear train too. Good thing I’m a writer and not in product development.) Anyway, eons ago one of my computer-savvy, adventurous writer friends took the plunge and put her books out in e-book format. I thought, what a waste of time. Boy, was I wrong.

Like many readers, I prefer paper books. There’s something about holding a book in my hands, looking at the words, touching the paper, smelling the whatever it is that makes print books smell the way they do. Plus, I don’t believe I have ever stayed up all night reading an e-book. I feel a bit removed from it. Like the story is in a glass case. I can look, even read, but I can’t touch. It’s no longer personal for me. Do I read e-books? Oh, yes. I have a Nook and a Kindle. I get my BookBub ad every day and I look at it, every day.

Yet I’m amazed at the people who ask me if my books are available in fill in the blank of their favorite reading format. Usually it’s paper. Do your books come in paper? This seems like an odd question, but the fact of the matter is so many authors are self-publishing these days, or publishing with a digital first or digital only houses, that a great deal of books aren’t in paper.

I feel that most people who read Christian/Amish fiction prefer paper. I think they need the backup of a product they can hold in their hands in order to feel comfortable spending their money. I’ll admit, I sometimes have a hard time buying music I can’t hold (in the form of a CD) or my son’s video games that go directly into his Playstation, but I’m working on it.

Back to books. We all know that we judge books by their cover. Even if only to say, “That looks interesting.” But for me, it doesn’t stop there. I look at the author’s name. Sometimes read their bio—after all, it’s feasible to believe that a man who served in the armed forces would write a darn good military thriller. At least concerning accuracy.  Of course I read the book description. But I always look for the publisher. Stacey tells me this is a writer thing. It’s not that I won’t buy self-published books. I do. And I have published many stories myself. It’s just another way to determine if I want to take a chance on an unknown (to me) author. If the cover is ‘meh’ is it because it’s from self-published author who hired the wrong cover designer? Maybe she has really bad taste, or she tried to make the cover herself. Or maybe she’s published with Well Known Publishing and she got the brand-spanking new intern? If the cover is fantastic and it’s a self-published book, I know the author cares about the details of what she’s putting out there.

From there, I decide if it’ll be my next purchase.

But what about price? The only time I let price sway me is if I’m looking at e-books that are over $2 and I still have 400 unread books in my Nook. Should I really spend that money to make it 401? Why can $3 be a deal breaker? I have no idea.

Amazon has made it easier for authors and wanna-be writers alike to bring out their books and present them to the public. This is both a blessing and a curse, because now, the readers must wade through more offerings than ever before to find something they like.

There are authors out there who blog every week about the perils and pitfalls waiting for authors on Amazon. There are those who back self-publishing 100% and there are those who would never self-publish for a variety of reasons. Then there are those like me who are considered ‘hybrid.’ I have an agent, I have contracts with a large publisher, and I have self-published books. But in the big scheme of things, it comes down to what the reader wants. What’s important to you? Is it price? A great cover? A well-known name? Do you buy everything a certain author writes without question? Does the publisher come into it at all? I’m just curious to know. I have the ‘writer’s mentality.’ Even when I’m playing the role of reader, it’s always there in the back of my mind. Be sure to leave a comment and add your voice to the conversation. I would love to know what you think about the availability of books on Amazon. Has Amazon made it easier for you to find books or harder? How do you find the stories you want to read? What else would you like to share about books, authors, and publishing? Please remember to keep it uplifting. Name no names and point no fingers unless it’s in a positive light. One man’s trash is another man’s treasure applies to books as well. Please don’t ruin an author’s chances with another reader. And as always, remember to spread JOY!

After I wrote this post, I was asked if I would show how to tell who the publisher of a book is. Check out the following screen shot. This is for Titus Returns. This section of Amazon is under the author bio. So when you are on the amazon site and looking at a particular title, simply scroll down to find this info. As you can see from the image, the publisher is Zebra (an imprint of Kensington).

Now take a look at this image. This is for Brodie’s Bride. Under publisher it has A Squared Books which is my own publishing label. Other authors simply use their name.

Hope this helps! And don’t forget to leave a comment.

Everyone who leaves a comment will be entered into a drawing for a copy of Marrying Jonah.* **

 

 

*If you already have a copy of Marrying Jonah, be sure to still leave a comment. If you are fortunate enough to have your name drawn, I have plenty of other titles to share.
**Due to the high cost of shipping, international winners may be offered an ebook. Thanks for understanding. :)

That’s right! Everyone who left a comment on the last blog received a copy of Marrying Jonah! Happy reading and thanks for commenting! A

Winner! Winner!

Chicken dinner! Anyone know why we say that? Is it just because it rhymes?

Sorry there’s no blog post this week. I’ve been really busy writing and of course it’s football season which eats up a lot of my time since The Teen is playing JV and varsity. And it’s my birthday! Well tomorrow is. And it’s a big one! Yep, that’s right. The big 5-0. So cut an old woman a break! LOL

But I did want to take a few minutes and congratulate last week’s winner!

I’ll  be back in a week or so with another ‘real’ blog post and more winners, but for now, leave a comment. Tell me what’s on your mind, happy birthday, or why we say ‘winner, winner chicken dinner.’ Your choice. Everyone who leaves a comment will be entered into a drawing for a copy of Marrying Jonah.* **

Happy reading! And remember, spread JOY everywhere you go!

*If you already have a copy of Marrying Jonah, be sure to still leave a comment. If you are fortunate enough to have your name drawn, I have plenty of other titles to share.
**Due to the high cost of shipping, any international winner will be sent an ebook. Thanks for understanding. :)